Okay, so this blog is my secret corner. Nobody knows about it. Maybe that’s why I feel safe here. I know there is no one who’s going to judge me. I don’t know why I am writing this post. I don’t know whether I should write it or not. I seriously have no idea. Maybe I will delete it later. It’s just a thought that I wanted to share and I am just going to do that. You know, some love stories just happen. You try to avoid this person, you try to laugh less, you try to stay normal, and you try to talk about boring topics. Nothing is going to work. Still, love sometimes overpowers every effort of yours to negate it. It just happens & there is no reason for that.
You know, I had promised myself that I would not fall in love. I just couldn’t muster up the courage to put my unusually fragile heart to go through it. But then, someone came along and took me to another world, laughed with me on stupid things, especially on my stupid jokes and I forgot everything because maybe I wanted to. He has a pure heart. He is very understanding. And of course, he is a GREAT listener. I respect him a lot, not because I like him but because he deserves this respect. I don’t like when I hear something bad about him and I would not like anyone to say a bad word about him, even if that person is himself. I just don’t like it. I don’t know what he feels for me and I don’t even want to force him for anything. It’s his life and I don’t want anything from him. All I want is to see him happy ALWAYS with me or without me.
Okay, so time passed quickly and I don’t remember the point when I started liking his every little thing and those moments that we spent together. Yes, I gave up at that moment and I was like I can do anything for this guy. I want to take care of him. I start talking to him in my mind, like when I hold his hand I am like “Hey! your hand just started filling my hand perfectly and I forgot the time I had lived without you.” I know I will never forget those moments and I don’t want to repeat them again with anyone else. Love happens but not every time…Remember that! Later, I realized that I could still take care of him as a friend. And from now on, I will do the same. I know not in “THAT WAY” but as long as I know he’s fine. That’s enough for me! 🙂
You know you get this special feeling, for just “THAT” special person. And when you meet THAT special one, only THAT person will give you this feeling. Maybe that’s how love is. You want to stop yourself. You know that it will hurt you but even if it’ll hurt, later on, this thing right now, is too special to let go. I know it’s difficult…Right?
Just like any other phenomena in the world, Love also just happens when it is destined to…No matter what. So my friend, if you like someone then try to know what he/she feels for you, and if that person is not ready then please don’t force him to love you back. Just wait, like they say “If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you, it’s yours. If it doesn’t then it never was!”
Okay, so that’s all for now,
Stay happy…bye!
