Something Special..

Okay, so this blog is my secret corner. Nobody knows about it. Maybe that’s why I feel safe here. I know there is no one who’s going to judge me. I don’t know why I am writing this post. I don’t know whether I should write it or not. I seriously have no idea. Maybe I will delete it later. It’s just a thought that I wanted to share and I am just going to do that. You know, some love stories just happen. You try to avoid this person, you try to laugh less, you try to stay normal, and you try to talk about boring topics. Nothing is going to work. Still, love sometimes overpowers every effort of yours to negate it. It just happens & there is no reason for that.

You know, I had promised myself that I would not fall in love. I just couldn’t muster up the courage to put my unusually fragile heart to go through it. But then, someone came along and took me to another world, laughed with me on stupid things, especially on my stupid jokes and I forgot everything because maybe I wanted to. He has a pure heart. He is very understanding. And of course, he is a GREAT listener. I respect him a lot, not because I like him but because he deserves this respect. I don’t like when I hear something bad about him and I would not like anyone to say a bad word about him, even if that person is himself. I just don’t like it. I don’t know what he feels for me and I don’t even want to force him for anything. It’s his life and I don’t want anything from him. All I want is to see him happy ALWAYS with me or without me.

Okay, so time passed quickly and I don’t remember the point when I started liking his every little thing and those moments that we spent together. Yes, I gave up at that moment and I was like I can do anything for this guy. I want to take care of him. I start talking to him in my mind, like when I hold his hand I am like “Hey! your hand just started filling my hand perfectly and I forgot the time I had lived without you.” I know I will never forget those moments and I don’t want to repeat them again with anyone else. Love happens but not every time…Remember that! Later, I realized that I could still take care of him as a friend. And from now on, I will do the same. I know not in “THAT WAY” but as long as I know he’s fine. That’s enough for me! 🙂

You know you get this special feeling, for just “THAT” special person. And when you meet THAT special one, only THAT person will give you this feeling. Maybe that’s how love is. You want to stop yourself. You know that it will hurt you but even if it’ll hurt, later on, this thing right now, is too special to let go. I know it’s difficult…Right?

Just like any other phenomena in the world, Love also just happens when it is destined to…No matter what. So my friend, if you like someone then try to know what he/she feels for you, and if that person is not ready then please don’t force him to love you back. Just wait, like they say “If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you, it’s yours. If it doesn’t then it never was!”

Okay, so that’s all for now,
Stay happy…bye!

I’m back! :)

Hello Everyone! Hope you’re all well! 🙂

It’s been a while since I’ve met you. oh! it’s been almost 4 years since I have not posted anything on my blog. A lot has happened these days. Corona shook us, it destroyed us financially, physically, and mentally in fact completely. Many of you must have lost your family members. For that, I want to console you. I am sorry, but it’s a life and we should move on with their memories. We all faced a lot of complications in life. Many relationships broke down during this time. Be it in friendship, love relationships, or any other. They blame us and we blame them for this broken relationship, but you neither they are wrong, nor we are. It is the time that Corona has given us. It’s not about who is wrong or who is right. It’s about who is determined to make things happen and who is unwilling to do that. This is what makes or breaks relations. I would just say that keep calm and try to save your relationship because corona has also taught us what is the importance of a relationship? Please try to save it. Respect people and their feelings. don’t ever take anyone or anything for granted.

During this time, we have already faced a lot, don’t make it more complicated. Try to live again. Try to smile again and please save your relations!

Till then take care, I will meet you soon!
Stay safe! ❤

I am here…!!

 

Hello to all my Readers 🙂 Its been a long since I’ve posted anything and I am sorry for being lazy and not being regular over here.

Today I am going to place my thoughts on an issue which is very important to discuss and this issue always makes me sad. We seriously need to talk about it. You know guys, I get so sad and disturb anytime I read news of someone committing suicide, I don’t understand when did suicide become an option?? and why?? What makes people so weak that they decide to end their life? That they decide to pause their life, dreams and everything else? I am deeply appalled at the recent incidents of suicide by youngsters. It’s horrifying to even try and understand that guy/girl’s mindset which made them end their life.

I am just so sad and shocked to hear about Arjun Bhardwaj’s story. Guys we need to understand that Suicide is not the only option in life, if you’re facing any trouble just go and talk to your parents, best friend or anyone but please don’t even think about suicide. Doing suicide is not a solution. Please think about your family and friends. Don’t hurt them and yourself or think about suicide. Trust me, by doing that you’re gonna hurt other people even more. You see, it’s been a while since I started writing here and I am glad to have heard a lot of personal stories, some great love and friendship experiences and some really grave grievances over this period.

I’ve always felt thankful when someone has considered me worthy enough of being a part of their story or their life. This made me feel special every time. Keeping this in mind, I want to repeat that apart from the reader-writer relationship that we share, I can sometimes be your friend, your adviser and your confidante too. So, my dear reader if you’re struggling, facing any problem you always have a friend here who’ll be there with you and won’t judge you, won’t let you feel alone, its a promise! Please reach out to me whenever you feel depressed, sad, happy or weird and always remember that whatever you’re going through will pass too soon.

Like they say “There is sunrise after every night” That’s just how the universe works. Please remember that there’s a solution to every problem!

God bless you,
Much Love! ❤

New Year Resolution?

A very HAPPY NEW YEAR to all the readers of my blog!!!! ❤ May 2017 be a successful and happy year bringing you and your family good health and a lot of happiness 🙂

“New Year Resolution?” This was pinned on the tac board of my room today. The first thing that came to my mind is I don’t believe in new year’s resolutions. But then, I realized “it’s a new year, new beginning, new challenges, new life” 2016 has gone and 2017 is finally here girl! Though I don’t have scars on my body but last year was no less than a battleground for me – A place where I had to survive no matter what. It was a mixture of joys and sorrows like every other year. There were tears there were smiles, but tears more I guess.

I started pondering upon the days lost, hours that sank, minutes that fathomed and moments that faded, heart breaks caused by lovers, friends and the “so called friends”. The melodies that made my feet tap, my heart race and my head to forget all the insecurities. Inspirations and motivations I received from all those smiling faces and each time I dared to build myself back from a pond of tears and fears.

The times when I wanted to yell so loud that my eardrums would burst and the other times when not even a pinch of sound reached me in the midst of the loudest ground. The nights when sleep seemed to hate me like an enemy and the mornings when I didn’t want to leave the comfy bed but I had to.
Now, when I look back and thought about 2016, the ride through the year made me realize I’m not as weak as the thunders in my soul, I’ll make it through again n again and I’ll live this journey!

“SURVIVE” ….I wrote in bolds and decided to make it my new year’s resolution for this year. I’ll survive in all ups and downs of life and try to make more people smile. I knew it won’t be easy but will be memorable for sure! 🙂

So this is mine 🙂  Have you guys made any new year‘s resolutions?  What’s yours? I’d love to know! 😉

Once again, wish you all a blissful 2017 Stay happy!!!! 🙂
Chao for now!

Daily Prompt- Year

Ignorance is Bliss!

And, whenever she talked about him…. She would slowly get all nostalgic and in no time she started to sound as if she was about to cry. Her eyes would well up and her voice would choke.

And when she got this full, she took a deep breath, gulped some water and with a smile on her lips, she just changed the subject as she drank her tears inside.

This is how we all dealt with pain, didn’t we??? We just ignored it and changed the subject…. And this shows people how strong we are. Truly, sometimes Ignorance is a Bliss! 😉

Hope….

I don’t know why but today I am feeling good and happy. There was a time in my life when I thought I could never be happy again, when I thought that I would never be able to overcome that trauma, when I thought my life is simply useless. I still remember those sleepless nights and that hopeless situation. I thought why always bad things happen to me? What did I do? I was filled with sadness. Darkness conquered my life totally. I was totally helpless when suddenly in between something happened…..Something good! ❤

Something which just changed my life and my outlook altogether. Yes, they said “Time heals everything” and time actually started healing my wounds. I don’t know why I started getting back on track and this time, even stronger. I don’t know if this was because of time or because I got used to my awful situation, but whatever it was, I was happy now because I was overcoming day by day.

Days passed by, now I saw myself and smiled. I thought of my past and smiled again, not because I moved on successfully but because I learnt a lesson, a lesson for a lifetime that…“In life, we may get a box full of DARKNESS quite often but we must realize that someday or another, it will too, prove to be a GIFT” ❤

Often in life we just expect things to be as we want. If we get it the way we want it to be, we are all sort but if we don’t then we get disappointed, sadness curbs us and we fill ourselves with darkness. We must realize that whatever happens in life, if good, then we must be glad, if bad, then we must learn from it and take it as experience in this unexpected journey called “LIFE” because this is what life is actually all about. 🙂

Today, I am happy and filled with “HOPE” that somewhere down the lane I will get what I want, will be happy and satisfied always. I wish this “HOPE” stays with me forever and ever! ❤

 

I just realized!

And yes that was the tragedy of my life. I couldn’t make everyone else feel as deeply as I did always. I could not easily convey what I felt, maybe because I was too complex in my own self. My heart was a deep well of unexplored emotions and to keep it short, what was tragic was that I could understand everyone…but no one really could understand me. But anyways sometimes I think, there is no use of making everyone understand your emotions or feelings. All this cruel world knows is to judge people without even knowing the emotions they hold at the time of sharing those feeling in front of you. So its better keep it short and simple only because only few deserves your true emotions to be shared with them not everyone……A big rude truth about this cruel world!

TRUST….The bitter truth of life!

TRUST is one of the most biggest things in the world…. isn’t it? and one of the worst things when someone breaks your trust… I personally think the biggest mistake people make in life is breaking someone’s trust because when someone breaks your trust once, it’s hard to believe anything they say after and from thereon that person could never be able to trust anyone or anything again 😦 More so, they will always be skeptical while trusting anyone else too, because once your trust breaks, you know how much it hurts and you’ll never risk anything to have even a remote chance of experiencing that pain.

I’ve experienced it, I know how much it hurts and I can’t trust anyone ever. I think, when someone breaks your trust, then you don’t hate that person, you just start hating yourself and become a lame or living dead body inside somewhere. And I guess this is one of the reasons how fake our generation has become, no one is real, they all have so much pain in their hearts, they all are broken inside, maybe that’s why nobody is real…everyone is too scared to put trust in someone because of their pasts, somehow everyone is hiding their emotions, because just let’s be honest, someone somewhere has gotten his trust broken and has never found a way to trust anyone from thereon…..And, This is the bitter truth of life! 😉

Happy New Year 2016 Everyone! :-)

AND…. HERE COMES THE END AGAIN…GOOD BYE 2015!! 🙂

It’s 31st December again, seems like yesterday when I celebrated the New year 2015 with my friends and family, when we partied, when we made some new promises, when we all enjoyed and celebrated that new start…And see, now we’re again going for a new start in the next few hours 🙂 Its so strange time is actually flying and for me at least 2015 just simply flew away…!

Coming to this year, it was normal for me, sometimes bad and sometimes good. I learnt many things, I got to know myself even better, I found myself a bit more mature as well, I learnt some positivities and of course some negativities of life. This year was full of fun and excitement, ups and downs. I made new friends, broke up with some, fought with my loved ones and at some points learned to move on and discovered that happiness lies in small things that we do for our loved ones and the list goes on. This year was a bit sad for me as well, I lost some of my really close ones especially my dearest teacher, who met with an accident in 3rd December, that news of his death was really shocking for me, I was literally broken, he meant so much to me, he always treated me like his daughter. He was so nice and I will never ever forget him. So overall for some reasons 2015 was a blend of good and bad times of my life which I can never forget. Today on 31st December again I feel so relieved, I passed another year finally 😛 When everyone says “This year also went by as if it just lasted for seconds” I say “Big No..!! Not at all..!!” …..But somehow it was not that bad also 😛 It was good! 😀

This year I got so much love, I got so much hates but then again I got a lot of love 🙂 And with this now I must say that I’ve changed a lot. But anyways, I will definitely cherish this year throughout my life, Afterall life is beautiful and really worth living, ups and downs are part of life, as life is like a chain a circle it revolves around and again comes to the same point and the same way we are at the end point today and after a few hours a new circle, a new chain will start! So friends let’s welcome this new start with a big smile 🙂 and promise to try & make this start even better, so that next year we can say in the end of 2016 that YES! 2016 was even wonderful than 2015 🙂

I want to say one more thing, Before this year ends I want to take this opportunity and thank everyone of you 🙂 I want to thank everyone who has read my work, thanks for liking my thoughts, appreciating my write ups and providing your valuable inputs, simply I would like to thank all of you for your love, support and everything ❤ Like really, in some way or the other you all have helped me and provided a direction to my life. Every comment, every suggestion and every confession has been of utmost importance to me. I have made friends from several parts of India and from outside as well and they have always supported my thoughts and have somehow believed in me. I seriously want to thank you for being with me. It has been a great pleasure to know all of you. Maybe you guys don’t know, but you’ve helped me through the low moments of my day many a times and of course increased my happiness many times. I wish I could somehow repay that, really I feel so good so blessed when I got your suggestion, comments or whatever. THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS! 🙂 I hope you all stay with me in the upcoming year and all the upcoming years of my life. 🙂

Oh yes one more thing I forgot, As the year is about to end I want you to share your feelings, thoughts, problems or whatever, if you want someone just look “I’m Here” You can share anything regarding me, regarding your life or anything you guys wanna get off your chest. I promise to hear without judging. So, if you wanna share then C’mon…. Shoot those untold words out to me! 🙂

By the way do you guys have any New Year Resolution?? 😛 If yes then share it with me, I would love to know 😀 😉 Well I don’t make New Year Resolutions because it always breaks 😛 So, just like every time another year passed and I am as usual without any resolution 😀 ..But anyways, just like every year I hope next year proves to be better than the previous one 🙂 Truly everyone is destined with some good times and this year is one of those good and bad times mixed you know 😉 All in all at the end today I have a little smile on my face and so many experiences in my mind and most importantly so many memories in my heart. I hope few more years pass like this….Gifting me some more memorable memories!

And for those who did not have anything good or special this year I am sure forthcoming years would bring lotssssss of happiness, May be it’ll show you what you actually wanted to see….Yes! I can assure you with “Personal Experience” 😉 I just hope another year passes by just like this and everyone gets what they wish for and most importantly have a good year. Enjoy the last day of the year. We are on the gateway of new year and I wish this new year is actually “Happy” one…. So “BEST OF LUCK” to everyone for this new start…God bless… ❤ Happy New Year ❤ Cheersssss…!! 😉

#Music :)

Music is my life, my best friend and everything! ❤ If I didn’t have music I have no clue what I would do.

Music expresses the words that cannot be said. When you’re sad you understand the lyrics and when you’re happy you listen and sing along. Sometimes the lyrics to a song relate so much to you that you feel like that person wrote it just for your soul. 🙂

So yes! MUSIC always helps and it always reminds you of something or someone! 😉

“Music is moonlight in the gloomy night of life.” – Jean Paul