Something Special..

Okay, so this blog is my secret corner. Nobody knows about it. Maybe that’s why I feel safe here. I know there is no one who’s going to judge me. I don’t know why I am writing this post. I don’t know whether I should write it or not. I seriously have no idea. Maybe I will delete it later. It’s just a thought that I wanted to share and I am just going to do that. You know, some love stories just happen. You try to avoid this person, you try to laugh less, you try to stay normal, and you try to talk about boring topics. Nothing is going to work. Still, love sometimes overpowers every effort of yours to negate it. It just happens & there is no reason for that.

You know, I had promised myself that I would not fall in love. I just couldn’t muster up the courage to put my unusually fragile heart to go through it. But then, someone came along and took me to another world, laughed with me on stupid things, especially on my stupid jokes and I forgot everything because maybe I wanted to. He has a pure heart. He is very understanding. And of course, he is a GREAT listener. I respect him a lot, not because I like him but because he deserves this respect. I don’t like when I hear something bad about him and I would not like anyone to say a bad word about him, even if that person is himself. I just don’t like it. I don’t know what he feels for me and I don’t even want to force him for anything. It’s his life and I don’t want anything from him. All I want is to see him happy ALWAYS with me or without me.

Okay, so time passed quickly and I don’t remember the point when I started liking his every little thing and those moments that we spent together. Yes, I gave up at that moment and I was like I can do anything for this guy. I want to take care of him. I start talking to him in my mind, like when I hold his hand I am like “Hey! your hand just started filling my hand perfectly and I forgot the time I had lived without you.” I know I will never forget those moments and I don’t want to repeat them again with anyone else. Love happens but not every time…Remember that! Later, I realized that I could still take care of him as a friend. And from now on, I will do the same. I know not in “THAT WAY” but as long as I know he’s fine. That’s enough for me! 🙂

You know you get this special feeling, for just “THAT” special person. And when you meet THAT special one, only THAT person will give you this feeling. Maybe that’s how love is. You want to stop yourself. You know that it will hurt you but even if it’ll hurt, later on, this thing right now, is too special to let go. I know it’s difficult…Right?

Just like any other phenomena in the world, Love also just happens when it is destined to…No matter what. So my friend, if you like someone then try to know what he/she feels for you, and if that person is not ready then please don’t force him to love you back. Just wait, like they say “If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you, it’s yours. If it doesn’t then it never was!”

Okay, so that’s all for now,
Stay happy…bye!

I’m back! :)

Hello Everyone! Hope you’re all well! 🙂

It’s been a while since I’ve met you. oh! it’s been almost 4 years since I have not posted anything on my blog. A lot has happened these days. Corona shook us, it destroyed us financially, physically, and mentally in fact completely. Many of you must have lost your family members. For that, I want to console you. I am sorry, but it’s a life and we should move on with their memories. We all faced a lot of complications in life. Many relationships broke down during this time. Be it in friendship, love relationships, or any other. They blame us and we blame them for this broken relationship, but you neither they are wrong, nor we are. It is the time that Corona has given us. It’s not about who is wrong or who is right. It’s about who is determined to make things happen and who is unwilling to do that. This is what makes or breaks relations. I would just say that keep calm and try to save your relationship because corona has also taught us what is the importance of a relationship? Please try to save it. Respect people and their feelings. don’t ever take anyone or anything for granted.

During this time, we have already faced a lot, don’t make it more complicated. Try to live again. Try to smile again and please save your relations!

Till then take care, I will meet you soon!
Stay safe! ❤

Life….!

Life behaves strange sometimes it just gets too much.

Sometimes you cry your heart inside with a smile on your face. Sometimes you just wish you could explode into a million pieces to stop feeling anything.

And then, at times you wait for someone to pick up those pieces and make you whole again. But, it never happens….sometimes the pieces of you are lost and they’re never found again.

Sometimes it takes too much to realize that you’ll always be incomplete! 💔

 

Just a thought…

Yeah it’s weird that a social site or an app makes you realize that you exist so much in other people’s lives and they still think about you, they wanna talk to you, they still want to have a conversation with you… They still hold something for you.

Yet they never say.

“Why don’t they?” the seemingly innocuous question I ask myself as it hits me.

You know, life will be so much easy, if people just say what they mean. But…that never happens. The mask never falls off! 😦

Paradox of life…!

When you lose someone who is a major part of your entire universe, it hits you. It hits you so hard, it shakes you emotionally and mentally.

And you find yourself distracted and sleepless at 2 a.m. wondering about all the chances you didn’t take, all the things you didn’t say, all the feelings you didn’t share, all the pictures you didn’t click, everything that could have just made both of you a little more of each other’s.

Coz the truth is, back then, you always thought you had forever…forever with him or her….But you don’t. Actually, we never do….

And that’s the paradox of life, feelings last forever….moments and people don’t!

I am here…!!

 

Hello to all my Readers 🙂 Its been a long since I’ve posted anything and I am sorry for being lazy and not being regular over here.

Today I am going to place my thoughts on an issue which is very important to discuss and this issue always makes me sad. We seriously need to talk about it. You know guys, I get so sad and disturb anytime I read news of someone committing suicide, I don’t understand when did suicide become an option?? and why?? What makes people so weak that they decide to end their life? That they decide to pause their life, dreams and everything else? I am deeply appalled at the recent incidents of suicide by youngsters. It’s horrifying to even try and understand that guy/girl’s mindset which made them end their life.

I am just so sad and shocked to hear about Arjun Bhardwaj’s story. Guys we need to understand that Suicide is not the only option in life, if you’re facing any trouble just go and talk to your parents, best friend or anyone but please don’t even think about suicide. Doing suicide is not a solution. Please think about your family and friends. Don’t hurt them and yourself or think about suicide. Trust me, by doing that you’re gonna hurt other people even more. You see, it’s been a while since I started writing here and I am glad to have heard a lot of personal stories, some great love and friendship experiences and some really grave grievances over this period.

I’ve always felt thankful when someone has considered me worthy enough of being a part of their story or their life. This made me feel special every time. Keeping this in mind, I want to repeat that apart from the reader-writer relationship that we share, I can sometimes be your friend, your adviser and your confidante too. So, my dear reader if you’re struggling, facing any problem you always have a friend here who’ll be there with you and won’t judge you, won’t let you feel alone, its a promise! Please reach out to me whenever you feel depressed, sad, happy or weird and always remember that whatever you’re going through will pass too soon.

Like they say “There is sunrise after every night” That’s just how the universe works. Please remember that there’s a solution to every problem!

God bless you,
Much Love! ❤

Friendship!

You know what Friendship means to me? Friendship to me means Respect, Acceptance, and Understanding. It means being there for one another through good times and bad. It means being honest with each-other and accepting each-other just as you are. My family and friends think I am little crazy because of the things that I do but that’s okay am quite agree with them 😉 and they don’t even have to understand all these thing, all I want from them is Love and Acceptance. Just accept and love me and they do the same, more than I deserve sometimes 🙂 Though, I’ve had bad friendship experiences in the past but I still believe in it. I think, friendship is not only about all day chit-chats, going out and partying, making random plans and doing crazy adventures. It is mainly about being there for each-other, lifting each-other up and making each-other smile when we forget how to do that! 🙂

Do you believe in Friendship??? What do you think about it???  🙂

My thoughts are my own!

“Our thoughts create our world.”  Do you believe in this line? Well I do! My thoughts are my own. They evolve in the some of the deepest part of the brain, based on what my eyes and ears convey to my brain. They may be simple or complex…but they are mine just Mine! I like sharing my thoughts with others, I mean not all but few of them. I believe my thoughts are the experiences of my life…They are mine and they are very important and close to me. I think through our thinking we define reality and the reason about it. I usually talk with my thoughts. They mature with time, they grow and they change. In the darkest hour, when I am totally alone, they are my only friend…. My Bestfriend ! ❤

When the whole world sleeps, they appear in front of me, making me smile, making me sad, making me crying, making me excited, depressed or happy. They play with me, they laugh with me, they cry with me, they talked to me, they are always with me! Last night some thoughts made me sad. (Sorry, I don’t want to share them here.) And with those thoughts in mind, I don’t know when I fell asleep, those thoughts appeared in my dreams, talked to me and disappeared when I woke up today morning. But they are still running in my mind. After all they always stay with me.
My thoughts, my opinion, my dreams are very precious to me…So I’ve lock them in my heart. I want to keep them safe in my heart. I have learned to live alone in this over-crowded world. I am alone but I am happy in my world after with my thoughts. Yes, I often feel alone and perhaps, all of us are or at least most of us are. My family is with me and they love me so much but you know still there’s something missing, something different that I always wanted to have but I guess it never worked. Sometimes I truly, deeply, madly immersed in my thoughts. I easily get lost in my thoughts. And I really think that Its not selfishness, It’s just spending time with the one who is with you from the time you are born to the time you breathe your last “The inner soul” 🙂

My thoughts remain with me. In one moment, some thoughts make me deeply depressed and the next moment some colorful thoughts bring smile to my face. In a moment they are very naughty and the second moment they are very serious. The hide-and-seek continues within. I think our thoughts and emotions are intertwined…..A thought can give rise to a feeling, and a feeling can give rise to a thought. I actually think that feelings or emotions and thoughts are cousins 😉
So yeah, my thoughts changed my world, they’ve already changed me but I still love them because they are mine and with me. I am very happy with them. My thoughts and my dreams are my own and they remain deep within me forever! ❤

“I’m glad that, no matter how much others try to influence them, all of my thoughts are mine…!!!” 🙂

The nature is too beautiful…Explore it! Weekly Photo Challenge: Solitude

People fascinate me. I love the words they say, good or bad I don’t care. Their stories inspire me. I like to make small talks and relations in this big crowded world. City life doesn’t dull me down.

But then there are times, I want to slow down… and just discover myself in nature…. Find solace in solitude.

Hear my heart speak. And pretend like the world is just nature, my thoughts and me!

So, Solitude is the topic of this week’s photo challenge and these are some pics from my collection 🙂 I hope you’ll all like my pictures!

Loneliness expresses the pain of being alone and solitude expresses the glory of being alone…..!

In response to The Daily Post’s Weekly Photo Challenge: Solitude

New Year Resolution?

A very HAPPY NEW YEAR to all the readers of my blog!!!! ❤ May 2017 be a successful and happy year bringing you and your family good health and a lot of happiness 🙂

“New Year Resolution?” This was pinned on the tac board of my room today. The first thing that came to my mind is I don’t believe in new year’s resolutions. But then, I realized “it’s a new year, new beginning, new challenges, new life” 2016 has gone and 2017 is finally here girl! Though I don’t have scars on my body but last year was no less than a battleground for me – A place where I had to survive no matter what. It was a mixture of joys and sorrows like every other year. There were tears there were smiles, but tears more I guess.

I started pondering upon the days lost, hours that sank, minutes that fathomed and moments that faded, heart breaks caused by lovers, friends and the “so called friends”. The melodies that made my feet tap, my heart race and my head to forget all the insecurities. Inspirations and motivations I received from all those smiling faces and each time I dared to build myself back from a pond of tears and fears.

The times when I wanted to yell so loud that my eardrums would burst and the other times when not even a pinch of sound reached me in the midst of the loudest ground. The nights when sleep seemed to hate me like an enemy and the mornings when I didn’t want to leave the comfy bed but I had to.
Now, when I look back and thought about 2016, the ride through the year made me realize I’m not as weak as the thunders in my soul, I’ll make it through again n again and I’ll live this journey!

“SURVIVE” ….I wrote in bolds and decided to make it my new year’s resolution for this year. I’ll survive in all ups and downs of life and try to make more people smile. I knew it won’t be easy but will be memorable for sure! 🙂

So this is mine 🙂  Have you guys made any new year‘s resolutions?  What’s yours? I’d love to know! 😉

Once again, wish you all a blissful 2017 Stay happy!!!! 🙂
Chao for now!

Daily Prompt- Year